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Where have I been? I’m still here.

16 10 2009

At one time this blog was much more active. And for a while, I felt really really good. But then autumn arrived and that’s usually the toughest time of year for me. The weather gets colder, days are shorter, and emetophobia hits me extra hard. Now, I’m going through a very tough time. It seems every night I have mild panic and depression.

On top of that, a frightening epidemic – H1N1 is making the rounds, or at least that’s what the PR is saying. I’m scared to get the vaccine, but also scared not to get it. I haven’t had a chance to make the 45 minute drive to Whole Foods to get my immune boosting herbs from Dr. Weil and the mail-order through his website it too expensive.

Normally, I wouldn’t mind paying the extra money, but to add on to my anxiety this fall, the recession has hit my income very hard and I just don’t have the disposable cash. I’m also in the “saving my money” mode since there is a chance I’ll be unemployed early 2010.

My appetite has been light to moderate but at least I’m eating and over the years, I learned how to maximize nutrition with the least amount of food consumption. Someday, I’ll write a blog entry just on that.

Anyway, I hope all of the readers of this blog are doing well.

Posted by writersblock at 5:01 PM